Thursday, January 10, 2013

So this is my new life? I'll take it.

Today was something else. Here, at the end of it, I am sitting cross-legged in my bed, head spinning in awe of where I am. The best part is that I get to keep going tomorrow.

I spent the bulk of my day the way everyone should: with my best friend. 

Around noon, I lugged my brand new acoustic Washburn guitar and my sad Staples brand 1-subject notebook full of monologues to Nazlı's apartment. After a month of dragging our feet, the two of us had finally given up our silly and unfounded fears of working in front of each other and were ready to get down to business. To break the ice (so to speak), we made a little music. Nothing out of this world, I'm sure, but I pity those who haven't had the chance to perform a sick acoustic rap version of Justin Bieber's 'Boyfriend'

You know you wish you were there. 

And afterwards, I got to experience the joy I haven't felt for a long, long time. Instead of falling victim to the terror that accompanies performing a character in front of your best friend, I stood up and let myself be in the moment. And it was so much fun. The bigger reward? I got to watch her do the same. I don't know how, but somewhere along the way I did something right to be surrounded by such amazing talented people, and this girl is absolutely no exception. I left her apartment with spirits high.

Later tonight, I headed (way) downtown to babysit one of my favorite kids, a precocious 8 year old girl, who is seriously the most creative child I have ever had the pleasure to hang out with. The past few times I've watched her, we've written plays and sang showtunes and danced around like only 8 year old girls can. Tonight: Just Dance 4 was on the menu. Yes, I did get 4 stars the first time I danced 'Call Me Maybe', AND she told me she thought I was "really cool". That's a direct quote. We ate some chocolate, read a few books, and off to bed she went. At that point, I was congratulating myself on having an amazing day. Little did I know, it was only going to get better. 

When her parents came home, they surprised me with a gift bag from the event they had just attended. This event just happened to be the NYC premiere of HBO's GIRLS, Season 2. That's right, I said it. I scored swag from one of my favorite shows, and it is awesome. Here, for your viewing pleasure, is my bag and all of its wondrous goodies.


Going clockwise from 'midnight':
-Two custom chocolates from The Baking Bean
-A Birchbox carepackage (2 leave-in conditioner samples by L'Oreal, a Tili bag, 'Mary-Lou Manizer' highlighting eyeshadow from The Balm, and a sample of 'eau flirt' perfume by Harvey Prince)
-Assorted GIRLS gummies
-Love & Toast all-natural lip gloss in 'Prep School' (74)
-GIRLS nailpolish in 'Marnie' by Deborah Lippmann
-'Jessa' nailpolish appliqués by Incoco
- 'Exquisite Oil' replenishing hair serum by MATRIX
-Cinnamon Lip Balm by Sprout, a Brooklyn-based cosmetic company
-Eyeshadow by Urban Decay in 'Midnight Cowboy'
-'Read My Lips' tea, courtesy of DAVIDsTEA (one of my favorites!!!)... consisting of black tea, peppermint, dark chocolate, sprinkles, and pink peppercorns.
-'Coral Beach' blush + bronzer by Cargo
-An Aerie carepackage, complete with 10 samples of their perfume 'Hidden Love', and a $50 off any purchase card

Excuse my french, but holy shit. This rocked my world. I love GIRLS. I love beauty products. And I love free things. I'm going to call this one a triple-threat.

And on top of that, I got paid. 

Unable to believe my good fortune, I stumbled (sleepily) to the train station, where I hopped on the A and was soon met with another bit of good fortune. Somewhere around the UWS, at 1:30am, a cellist and a bassoon player pulled out their instruments and began to play 'Stand By Me', to which a slightly disgruntled passenger irreverently rapped along, creating something both ridiculous and beautiful. As we continued to ride uptown and passengers departed our car, we learned that none of the musicians actually knew each other. What we had all witnessed was a pure, improvised, wonderful collaboration between three strangers on a subway train. 

The whole time I couldn't stop thinking: I live here. I am a part of this. And I am so at peace with where I have ended up and where it can take me. This one day has been so full of wonder-- from the great big gift of collaborating with my best friend, to the unexpected perks of my job-- and I can't sleep because of it. 

It's like I'm a kid too anxious for Christmas... except my Christmas is my life.